FET2 - 2WW

12/09(3dp3dt): Prolution depot Injection SGD17

13/09(4dp3dt): 肚子怎么涨涨的?是药物的原故吧.

14/09(5dp3dt): 肚子还是涨涨的.

15/09(6dp3dt): I didn't know the usual clinic that I went is closed today. Approached the clinic next door, the doctor refused to inject for me as I didn't bring along my letter. Sigh, back to office now and probably will leave early for the day to get the injection done.
Went back to the clinic next door in the evening, the doc is very nice and its free of charge for the injection. After the injection, my stomach is bloated again.

16/09(7dp3dt): Dizzy, dizzy and dizzy.

17/09(8dp3dt): went to office BBQ, tiring.

18/09(9dp3dt): Dizzy, dizzy and dizzy. Went back to the usual clinic as the next door clinic was long waiting time. Forgot to take the pill in the morning.
Prolution depot Injection SGD17

19/09(10dp3dt): I don't feel any dizzy or bloated today. HPT=BFN.

20/09(11dp3dt): HPT=BFN and decided to stop medication.
虽然没能为SB添个伴，但今晚我很开心可以抱起她了。ET过后就一直不能抱抱她，现在的她已经超过12公斤重了。每回她对着我喊抱抱，我都必须装着听不见。抱抱她让我的失望都化解了。

21/09(12dp3dt): 生活回归正常。可是还是会在想，要再试吗？年纪不轻了，我知道我没有的是时间。我对不懂事的SB说，没有弟弟或妹妹，你OK吗？

22/09(13dp3dt): 失败了又想再试的心态是一种病态吗？Google for "IVF Addicted" and I found this site "When does IVF become an addiction?"

23/09(14dp3dt): Beta confirmed BFN.